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What Do You Actually Want?
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100 Desires to discover your next season

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You spent decades doing what was expected.
​What if the next chapter was about what you wanted?

START 100 DESIRES CHALLENGE
I thought, I have no purpose anymore. Honestly, I don't even know what I want. For a long time, my life happened to me, schedules and expectations and other people's needs, and somewhere in there I lost track of my own desire.

Are you familiar with the psalm... Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you your heart's desires...?  What if our desire is holy, purposed, and intended to be nurtured and grown?  Because it is divinely inspired.


Here's what I've come to believe: desire isn't selfish, and it isn't frivolous. It's data. An invitation, even. The pull you feel toward certain people, certain places, certain ways of spending a Tuesday afternoon, that's information about what actually brings you alive. Most of us were never taught to trust it. Some of us might have even been taught to discredit it.

This is a season of choice, not obligation. You get to curate your work instead of being beholden to it, to choose it instead of letting it choose you. That's not selfish. That's freedom, and it might be the start of rediscovering exactly what the next chapter of your purpose actually looks like.

The 100 Desires challenge is a two week email journey, ten weekdays, one short audio prompt each day, walking you through generating ten desires at a time until you've named a hundred things you actually want. No homework that feels like homework. No pressure. Just permission, and a little nudge each day to notice what's true.
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Peggy Allis Murriner
I'm a life design practitioner, entrepreneur, and personality science expert. I love empowering others to get unstuck and design lives they actually love — not lives they think they should love.

For years, I've worked as a business owner and consultant, I learned how to design products, services, and systems. And then my own life changed, as it does, and I realized I needed to apply the same rigor to the question I'd been avoiding: What is it I want? Want now? Want next? What makes me feel alive and fulfilled? 
I went to the monks and sat in silence. I did the design work. I tried out different things, including lots I wasn't good at. And it changed everything — not quickly, not without grief, but deeply and powerfully.

Now I help others in transition do the same. I bring the Stanford d.school framework, the personality science, the faith anchored community. And I bring the honest version of myself — the one who knows what stuck feels like from the inside.

I believe desire isn't the enemy. It's data. And God speaks through what makes us come alive.

Laura Willis
I'm a spiritual director, which means I create space for people to notice where God is already at work in their lives. Often, that is closer than they expected.
I have been walking alongside people in the territory of faith and doubt and longing for a long time now. I am trained in Ignatian spirituality and contemplative prayer. I have sat with a lot of hard questions — my own and others'.
What I have learned: the spiritual life and the designed life are not two different projects. They are one. Listening to God and listening to yourself are not in competition. They are, at their best, the same act.

I hold the space on these calls for what the practical tools cannot reach — the surrender, the grief, the prayer that doesn't have words yet, the silence where something sometimes moves.
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